the end of an era
Some days I think I am losing myself.
Some days, I think maybe this IS myself, and I just can't believe it -- that I am this uninteresting. A borderline snoozefest. That in Europe, I am just another face in the crowd.
I can't believe I have nothing to say. That I cannot maintain a tan for two weeks. That I cannot run faster than this. Or longer.
* * * *
It's the curse of the fours.
I quit my old job after 4 years.
It's been 4 years since this I started this company.
It's been 4 hours since breakfast.
And 4 minutes since I hit 'new entry' on this blog.
In 11 years, I will be 4-ty.
* * * *
This concept of constancy is a farce. Nothing ever stays the same. Nothing.
Feelings change. Priorities shift. Taste evolves.
Some people are so afraid of change that they build a false sense of security with possessions. They tie themselves down to things, people, and concepts they think they own but end up owning them. I learned this early on. I won't make that mistake again.
Some days, I think maybe this IS myself, and I just can't believe it -- that I am this uninteresting. A borderline snoozefest. That in Europe, I am just another face in the crowd.
I can't believe I have nothing to say. That I cannot maintain a tan for two weeks. That I cannot run faster than this. Or longer.
* * * *
It's the curse of the fours.
I quit my old job after 4 years.
It's been 4 years since this I started this company.
It's been 4 hours since breakfast.
And 4 minutes since I hit 'new entry' on this blog.
In 11 years, I will be 4-ty.
* * * *
This concept of constancy is a farce. Nothing ever stays the same. Nothing.
Feelings change. Priorities shift. Taste evolves.
Some people are so afraid of change that they build a false sense of security with possessions. They tie themselves down to things, people, and concepts they think they own but end up owning them. I learned this early on. I won't make that mistake again.
Labels: life
posted by Ingrid C. at 10:10 AM
5 Comments:
looking back on it now ... this post is kinda ominous.
hello, how are you uninteresting??? :P
"If nothing ever changed, then there will be no butterflies" - Unknown
Nakita ko lang sa may driveway ng Greenbelt 3 papuntang Landmark. Hehe
there is so much wisdom in this post.
thank you. i needed to read this.
ennui> oo nga. f*ck.
ace> hey :) still boring.
ong > parang hindi ko yan nakikita. makadaan nga.
iya> no wisdom here. just 100% pure rant.
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